A ways back, while ruminating about moral relativism (my nemesis), I kind of developed/invented/discovered a notion that I call a “Psychologically Entrenched Belief,” or PEB for short. The name of this concept should be pretty much self-explanatory: a belief that is so deeply ingrained in an individual’s belief system it is almost impossible to remove. In other words, a belief that is “psychologically entrenched.” Examples of such beliefs abound: science produces knowledge, God created the universe, or what-have-you. Calling a belief a PEB doesn’t make any judgment on whether or not that particular belief is true or false. It only means that the belief is difficult to question for the individual who believes it. It is my contention that the improper understanding of PEB’s is one of the driving forces behind moral relativism.
Basically, I believe that since it is psychologically difficult to question a PEB, the relativist wants to presuppose that any particular PEB is true so that it need not be questioned. Hence, since everyone, or every culture, or whatever, has different moral PEB’s moral relativism is the way to go. My reply is that just because a belief is difficult to question doesn’t mean it is necessarily true. Once upon a time, “The world is flat” was a PEB, or better yet, “Human sacrifice will appease our god,” was once a PEB. Clearly, the fact that a particular belief is a PEB is not a guarantee that that PEB is true. Hence, moral relativism is inadequate and may not even be particularly healthy.
But enough about the general concept of PEB’s; hopefully, it has been sufficiently elucidated. Now for something a little more personal.
My PEB’s.
Growing up, I was raised Catholic. As a general rule, religion serves as a source of PEB’s. So, my youthful PEB’s covered the usual gamut of Catholic beliefs: sex outside of marriage is wrong, homosexual activity is wrong, abortion is wrong, etc…. Then, I went to college and studied philosophy. In philosophy you question everything. PEB’s are not sacrosanct. Still, I had one belief that was sacrosanct: the existence of truth. That lasted for a while, then I questioned that and had nothing. Having no PEB’s is a very uncomfortable place to be: I had my antichrist melt down (In defiance of God and everything else, I tried to annihilate my soul …. it didn’t work; it just drove me mad).
Nowadays, my PEB’s are probably smaller in number and, perhaps, worth pointing out and briefly discussing. My PEB’s include: abortion is wrong (or to be more precise: having an abortion is morally inferior to having a baby), I’m the antichrist, truth exists, and Jesus of Nazareth was the Messiah. There may be a few others that I just haven’t entered here. Anyway, of the beliefs listed, the ones I wish to discuss are my PEB that Jesus is the Messiah and the PEB that I am the antichrist, and how those two PEB’s interact.
My belief in Jesus is somewhat ambiguous. On one hand I am convinced He is, at the very least, a philosopher who figured out the truth about Satan. Alternatively, He may be the Word—you know the foundational principle of Reality. He’s not both these things, He’s one or the other. If Satan is the universe, Jesus figured that out and decked him. If not, then Jesus is the Word and the Grand Unifying Principle of Reality. Either description makes Him special and the Messiah. But they can’t both be true. Likewise, they significantly differ in this respect: if He figured the truth out about Satan (being the universe), I can be a good antichrist. If He is the Word, however, I’m in trouble: there is very little possibility, no matter my intentions, that anything but evil will result from my actions as the antichrist. And yet, my PEB is that He is special in one of these ways, but I’m not entirely sure which it is.
Furthermore, as I expound on my antichrist worldview, the PEB that Jesus is special impacts that worldview. I want to make sure that my worldview retains the tenet that Jesus is special and should have an important role to play in every person’s life; but is that because I want that to be so, because I was raised Christian (Catholic), or is it because that is actually the case? My PEB tells me to make Him special in my worldview, but I’m not sure that is His desire. And it is not like He is carrying on a steady conversation with me, although He has spoken to me, once or twice (at least, I think it was Him).
Basically, I’m stuck on the question of how much influence Jesus should have over an individual’s life. Would He embrace that Zen koan “If you meet the Buddha on the road, kill him,” or, as He would say, “I tell you you are free…” (although that last phrase I can’t track down again). Does Jesus want your personal philosophy to be Jesus-centric or individualistic? I’m not sure and I feel I have to answer this question and answer it correctly because if I am wrong, it will lead to disaster.
Anyway, I don’t think this post is anywhere as clear as I wanted it to be, but it’s starting to get kind of lengthy, so I’m going to end it here.